Nothing to tell the world..

So I didn't die, or anything terribly tragic, I just don't have anything interesting to tell the world. Plus, this week is finals week, so don't expect anything, I will be studying for finals. But, I am using my waiver to get out of Mr. Buttface's final! YAY! It is kinda sad that when I say Mr. Buttface everyone knows who I'm talking about...

Those movie moments...

My favorite part of life is those moments where life feels like the ending of a happy movie, where life is so good, it just couldn't get any better! When your face hurts from smiling. Why do those moments end?
My brother decided that he doesn't want to come back to Kamp this year. If I don't go, I would probably go insane. I'm thinking maybe I can take his spot? I don't know, my mom might say no. Yep, I am feeling kinda depressed for no apparent reason. The frosh retreat was AWESOME!! Oh my goodness, we had soooo much fun. There was adoration, and girl time, and singing and everything! Man, I was so wrong about my class!

So it might have been a while...

I have been soooo busy these past few weeks. The play went great, with a few exceptions of fainting audience members, costume emergencies and falling set, but we did manage to sell out every night! Wow, I mean this is crazy! I have been feeling really weird about the play though. I'm a freshman, one of three to make the play. I have the lead role, ad I've never been in a play before. There are a lot of things in m,y life I love, but I can't have all of them, and that makes me sad. Like drama, drumline, band, kamp, Schooner (Riggin) family, friends, a life. There is just so much that I want, and I want it forever, that I just can't keep. I don;t know how I'm going to do it. Wow, that was depressing. My biggest thing right now is that I have only made like 350 dollars towards going to kamp. I'm fairly sure I will lose my sanity if I don't go back every year. Although, I am really worried about going to K2, I will always feel like K-West is my home! Man I love kamp! This week I wasn't alowwed to wear any jewelry because of the play. I spent an hour and a half taking off my unrealy deal necklace, my all around bracelet, my anklets from kamp, and my purity necklace WITHOUT cutting them. Impressive I know, but I felt so weird without them on this whole week! Well, I should probably go to bed, probably.

Definition of manic=my life

We open in 3 days!! The miracle worker rules my life! I am excited but scared too. I don't feel like a really perform the role that well. I wish that I wasn't so nervous about it. Although it is an odd role. I can't act like another person, I have to act like a giant toddler. Also, at the very end I say "wah, wah" but it has to sound weird, almost guttural. They didn't sand down the top of the plat form that I have to crawl all over, so now i am covered in splinters. Yep, I've got dedication.

Did you borrow my sainity? If so, I'd like it back...

So, the Miracle Worker, yeah that's our play, all about Helen Keller. We open in 2 weeks. Guess who just quit the play? Oh, that would be Helen! Guess who her understudy is...oh yes, me!!! I am BEYOND stressed this week! With 2 science tests that are STUPID! Bible study, I'm lectoring, practice, drumline, oh yes, don;t I have a life? So note to all, If you borrowed my sanity, can I have it back? I'm sure all those who are around me on a regular basis would deeply appreciate it...Thanks

Drumline Pones all...!

Interesting story...so tonight was homecoming (which was the bomb.com) so drumline was playing. We were voted Fox 4's game of the week, so they covered our game. Can't help but point out that drumline got put on TV...and other spirit members didn't...drumline pones all. When we got back to the bus someone had backed into it and so our bus driver wasn't allowed to move the bus, and the cheerleaders bus was a witness. So she goes to tell the cheerleaders, they start cursing left and right, woe is me, I'm a cheerleader boo hoo...etc. She comes one to our bus, we were chill...we are used to bus problems (but that's another story) We found out, our awesome bus driver, Jennifer, played clarinet...this makes her infinetley cooler than she was. Now, I am laying at home and my arms hurt becuase our drumline leader/intrstucter (aka, the crazy brit :-) mades us go on cobra (that's a really easy , but tiring and fast song) for like 10 repeats! AHHH slidig the cymbals is way harder than it looks...plus they weigh 15 pounds. yep...end o story...I <3 homecoming!

here's the link!
http://www.fox4kc.com/videobeta/watch/?watch=3e188613-d124-4c51-a44f-96d3eb789eb3&src=front

What a week...

um wow...that's all I have to say. I am in the middle of attempting not to pass out from being tired. I got up at 5 this morning, got to school at 6:30, took a biology test. Went to my favorite class...cheered me up somewhat, went to math....bleh. Went to a doctor's appointment....bleh. Came back to school took another biology test and went to play practice and didn't get home till 7:30........I know that was supposed to be what a WEEK but my day was longer enough to be a week so I think I'm good........................ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ....good night