So it might have been a while...

I have been soooo busy these past few weeks. The play went great, with a few exceptions of fainting audience members, costume emergencies and falling set, but we did manage to sell out every night! Wow, I mean this is crazy! I have been feeling really weird about the play though. I'm a freshman, one of three to make the play. I have the lead role, ad I've never been in a play before. There are a lot of things in m,y life I love, but I can't have all of them, and that makes me sad. Like drama, drumline, band, kamp, Schooner (Riggin) family, friends, a life. There is just so much that I want, and I want it forever, that I just can't keep. I don;t know how I'm going to do it. Wow, that was depressing. My biggest thing right now is that I have only made like 350 dollars towards going to kamp. I'm fairly sure I will lose my sanity if I don't go back every year. Although, I am really worried about going to K2, I will always feel like K-West is my home! Man I love kamp! This week I wasn't alowwed to wear any jewelry because of the play. I spent an hour and a half taking off my unrealy deal necklace, my all around bracelet, my anklets from kamp, and my purity necklace WITHOUT cutting them. Impressive I know, but I felt so weird without them on this whole week! Well, I should probably go to bed, probably.